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Post by Placidfemme on Oct 21, 2003 1:18:49 GMT -5
[glow=red,2,300]Ok I'm going to put all my poems in one thread instead of having heaps of threads....
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[glow=blue,2,400]What do you see
knocked on a hollow door
And heard the echo's of an empty plea
I saw a lion running free
And saw myself begging to be
I've seen the world with eyes of a lost soul
Reflections of what would'nt be
I've seen the dance of blue smoke rising
Twisting, bending, undenying
I drowned in fumes I willingly inhaled
Fighting for breath, searching to no avail
I cried bitter tears that burned my cheeks
Blurred days turn into blurred weeks
I've seen the world tinted red
So I closed my eyes and saw blood instead
I get scared of what runs through my head
Blocking out the words I said
I lost myself in a song
Singing quietly as I go along
I look in the mirror, and don't recognise what I see
Who is that? It can't be me
Look into my eyes
What do you see? [/glow]
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Post by Placidfemme on Oct 21, 2003 1:19:29 GMT -5
[glow=purple,2,300]Like the night
You walk in beauty like the night
Of cloudless dreams and starry skies
You call to hide within your blue
Thus mellowed to that tender light
The softest still inside your eyes
One shade the more one ray the less
Encased in nameless crystal grace
Softly lightens over your face
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure how dear thier dwelling place
On that cheek and over that brow
So soft so calm and eloquent
Painted silver in the shadows
Telling of days in goodness spent
A mind at peace with all it knows
A heart whose love isn't all spent
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Post by Placidfemme on Oct 21, 2003 1:20:06 GMT -5
[glow=red,2,300]Before Dawn
Laying in my bed
A few moments before dawn
Staring down at you
Sprawled across my chest
You look just like an angel
Resting quietly in my arms
I try to imagine what your dreaming
To which far off lands you've gone
And in them will you find me
Laying somewhere in the sun
I wonder if you'll miss me
And wake to find me here
As dawn shines through the curtains
Slowly bathing you in light
And from this moment on I'll know
That this bed is our kingdom
In our land before dawn [/glow]
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Post by Placidfemme on Oct 21, 2003 1:21:06 GMT -5
[glow=blue,2,300]Fallin
Lets both stop pretending
We know there ain’t no happy ending
Lets both stop looking up
Our wishing and hoping
Won’t stop the angels from fallin’
Let’s take some time
Let’s draw the line
Between your heart and mine
It’s something I can’t have
Something you won’t share
So I’ll slowly fade away
I’ll disappear from your world
As much as it hurts
Because I still want you in mine [/glow]
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Post by Placidfemme on Oct 21, 2003 1:21:55 GMT -5
[glow=purple,2,400]Is it worth it?
Sometimes all you need is a reason
To keep you going
And sometimes you need a little love
To keep you strong
And sometimes just one word will do
To make you smile
But what happens when your heart goes cold?
And there are no reasons left?
And love doesn’t care
When smiling hurts
When everything loses it shine
And in the clouds you can't see a silver lining
Where everyone begins to look the same
Words all blur into strange sounds
And breathing doesn’t seem worth it
Because really
Is it worth it all?
The pain I go through
Can't be worth my time
My worry
My life
Cause it all ends one day
So what difference would it make?
If that day was today
Or thirty years from now?
So I ask you now
Is it worth it all? [/glow]
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Post by Placidfemme on Oct 21, 2003 1:22:44 GMT -5
[glow=red,2,400]How does it feel?
You're getting in my head
You've jumped right in
How does it feel?
To see the real me?
How does it feel
When suicide is real?
Can you see my heart is frozen?
Can you see it turning black?
When I scream do you hear me?
Can you smell my fear in the dark?
Do you know how much you hurt me?
Do you remember raping me of my spirit?
How does it feel to feel my pain?
Do you like how it feels to try in vain?
How does it feel to feel my pain?
Tell me how does it feel
When your feeling my pain
I think I'm going insane
Insane when I feel my pain
So tell me again
How does it feel to feel my pain?
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Post by Placidfemme on Oct 21, 2003 1:23:28 GMT -5
[glow=blue,2,400]Speechless
Trying not to get attached is so hard
Holding back when I just wanna be with you
Too scared of what damage you could do
So if my emotions betray me, hold me when I cry
Cause’ if I love you and you take yourself away…
It would seem that nothing would be left in loves place
Thats why there’s things I can’t bring myself to say
I want to tell you when I’m looking in your eyes
But I’m left speechless every time I try
Cause’ you’ve stumbled across something
You found a hidden place inside of me
A place that no-one else has managed to see
So I’ve allowed my soul to be touched
And I pray my heart does not deceive me
Cause’ every time that you touch me
You take me to places I’ve never been
Places I never want to return from
You've made me love myself again
And though I try I can't stop fallin' for you [/glow]
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Post by Placidfemme on Oct 21, 2003 1:24:19 GMT -5
[glow=purple,2,300]Gone now
I can’t believe your gone now
That I’m here all alone
I don’t see how
I can live each day now on my own
I’m scared and I need you
You’ve never been so far away
At least not until today
There were so many things
I wanted to say
Sitting next to you
As you went away
I wanted to see you smile
And hear you say it’s OK
I want you to hold me
Until my heart stops aching
Filling the void that’s now within
I should have tried harder
Showing you how I felt
Everyone says it’s OK you knew
But that doesn’t help me now
It doesn’t stop the hurting inside
Because I love you
And I can say it a million times
But I’ll never hear you say it back [/glow]
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Post by Placidfemme on Oct 21, 2003 1:25:11 GMT -5
[glow=red,2,400]Always
I’ve always had you
Yet I’ve never realised how lucky I am
You’ve always been there for me
Whether I was right or wrong
You jumped to my defence
Sometimes you forced your dreams on me
But somehow that made me a better person
Only now that I’m about to loose you
Can I truly tell you how I feel
You moulded me into the best person I can be
You gave me ethics and humility
You taught me to love and show compassion
You taught me that to give was better than to receive
You taught me not to judge people but build them up
And show them all that they can be
But best of all you showed me how to be me
And even with all my flaws and cracks
You accepted me as I am
This only makes me love you more
And I want you to know
That you are a huge part in my life
And you always will be
You may leave me now in person
But you’ll always be in my heart
For that’s what matters most
I love you Sma and thank you [/glow]
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Post by Placidfemme on Oct 21, 2003 1:26:13 GMT -5
[glow=blue,2,400]Torn
I’ve always had you
Yet I’ve never realised how lucky I am
You’ve always been there for me
Whether I was right or wrong
You jumped to my defence
Sometimes you forced your dreams on me
But somehow that made me a better person
Only now that I’m about to loose you
Can I truly tell you how I feel
You moulded me into the best person I can be
You gave me ethics and humility
You taught me to love and show compassion
You taught me that to give was better than to receive
You taught me not to judge people but build them up
And show them all that they can be
But best of all you showed me how to be me
And even with all my flaws and cracks
You accepted me as I am
This only makes me love you more
And I want you to know
That you are a huge part in my life
And you always will be
You may leave me now in person
But you’ll always be in my heart
For that’s what matters most
I love you Sma and thank you [/glow]
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Post by Placidfemme on Oct 21, 2003 1:27:20 GMT -5
[glow=purple,2,300]Stronger
Your Stronger
Much stronger than I thought
Your eyes are only half open
You look at me like I’m your thing
I’m not a person, I’m no-one
I’m an object of your desire
I’m a trophy for your cabinet
And nothing I say matters
My fear only drives you on
My plea’s become a fuel
The fuel burning your sick fire
I’m covered in bruises
I have scars beneath my skin
My body needs to rest
It’s burning from pain
These wounds that you made
Deep within my soul refuse to heal
You took my body, you took my pride
Then like a coward you run and hide
My hatred of you will never die [/glow]
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Post by Placidfemme on Oct 21, 2003 1:29:05 GMT -5
[glow=red,2,300]How & When
Your scared to loose her
You’re more scared to keep her
She’s outta your league
She’s in another zone
You’ll never have anyone as special
You’ll never fall so hard
Try as you may, you won’t escape
This spell she has over you
It doesn’t matter who’s wrong
Where it started and why
All that matters now
Is when and how it ends [/glow]
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Post by Placidfemme on Nov 18, 2003 14:27:07 GMT -5
*needs to write some more*
I've got about 7 more I really should add in here
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Post by BlackWiddow on Nov 25, 2003 4:31:02 GMT -5
Roses are awful,
Violets are the pits,
Lift up your shirt,
And show us your tits!
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Post by Placidfemme on Nov 25, 2003 13:33:41 GMT -5
*claps*
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